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February 2009 
Me Space: We Space
Posted on Nov 13th, 2008
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Sharon
Sharon
I feel that I am taking a risk writing this entry here. Part of it is wanting to feel seen and another part is wanting to share, express, bundle up a wad of energy in the package of words, sentences, nuance and style and put it out there; for peoples' pleasure, curiosity, and a sense of "I can do that, and I can do it well." Validation, yes that's what I'm wanting. The intention underneath all of this is a a deep, juicy need to practice being transparent and vulnerable; always orbiting that soft spot and give it breath, life, thought waves, sound waves, form, structure, existence and eternity as opposed to remaining unborn in the void, the vacuum, the hole behind my diaphragm, my solar plexus, my heart, my anti- spine.
So, who am I writing for? For YOU and YOU and YOU and as many people who will read it and be in awe of it. That's the truth and on one level, it's draining and on another inspiring and motivating and scary. I've got this well-spring in me that I long to extend from my mid-riff out to you like some kind of beautifully, clear ectoplasm, chording it's way to your electromagnetic energy field where it blends with you; informing you, adding to you, reviving you in an "Ah Yes" and a knowing smile, the kind of smile that comes when the perfume of a beautiful flower probes your nostrils, firing the sensitive nerves in your olfactory centre just between your eyes... you become present, knowing, still, a little more on fire and enhanced by it's increased light.... for a few seconds. That is what I wish to give to you.
Since I do not know who will read this and nor do I wish to keep tabs on how many viewings I get: Because that feels like a painful waste of energy to me, but I probably will look and be sensitive to the pain I feel every time I check the numbers, I will also remember that beauty exists all on it's own... it does not need to be seen to be validated or categorised or enhanced. Beauty is simply created and there it is until it dies and is then created again.
This is all about me not deleting this post after an hour or a few days or 6 months, but just letting it be there. I owe that to myself, in the name of gentleness, worthiness and self care. Me space: We space.
Access: Public
This entry made my heart melt. Thank you for being so raw and present and vulnerable and brave. Your you-ness just radiates.
I'm glad you found us. I'm glad you posted this. I'm glad for the sweet paradox that makes is such that the space you've taken with this post opens yet more space for (and invites) others to do the same themselves.Thank you. :)
You are a beautiful spirit. I think it is great for one to express their feelings, needs, emotions about ones self. Many of my blogs I to write from the heart. I find it to be healing to express myself in honesty. It is wonderful to see you in your true light, because that is were the beauty lies.
take care,
Paul
Yum! : )
reading this post, I felt honored and gifted. thank you for sharing this of yourself.
this is just how I felt when I first began blogging, but I had no words for it then, just the feellings and here you have put words to experiences and ones that I have shared. thank you so much for being here. I am looking forward to your future posts.
-dawn
Hi Sharon!
I thought I'd stop by your profile and get to know you better (to add to the discussions going on over at RAM)… and WoW! This is a B e a u t i f u l sharing. What a way to step out, open and bloom, er, blog!! (And I'm familiar with some of the sentiments you wrote about, oh yes ;)
I'm a fan… and I hope this one stays right here, left untouched, for the duration…
Cheers,
Stacy
you don’t know me “Nickname” as I was only procrastinating…I mean browsing;) as I stumbled upon your profpage & began rdg your blog.
Just wanted to say that you have a deeply warm comforting aura about you & are able to manipulate the flowing words from your heart to that effect…
now I can pick up the task I was doing when I felt a need for a break. thx!:)
hope this finds you spiritually, mentally & physiaclly well as we head into the ny…..twb:)
Yours words seems to tumble forth in a textured offering of truth, fear, surrender and mystery. Beautiful! I must admit to procrastinating/browsing with Tumbleweedboy above and now return to my latest assignment humbled & uplifted. Thank you. :)
I am quite new to this site and to blogging.. I can relate with what you wrote. Taking a risk to show vulnerability and to expose your inner most emotions is quite couragous to say the least. I to want to be released of that caccoon and be open to express and see what beauty lies ahead instead of it remaining hidden inside..
Thank you for sharing:)
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